Friday, September 3, 2010

Boot Camp For 10 Year Old

DREAMS



Sometimes you do vivid dreams, so real that you feel like you can touch. Tonight I was flying on a zeppelin open at the bottom, there was practically a metal corridor on which stopping, clutching the handrail shriveled and there was no protection, it was enough to make me fall a breath. Omit Scandicci, the town on the outskirts of Florence where I grew up, each What I was known, only that the observed 200 m from the ground. Incredibly, Scandicci became a pleasant seaside resort, I could see all the shades of blue crystal waters of shame that I had no desire to throw myself.

Now, the feeling that I was left on all day is the terrible sense of vertigo. I must admit that in recent years I began to suffer heavily vertgini, I climb on everything, palaces, towers, I try not to preclude anything but the emptiness and paralysis that goes with it sometimes looks out from a balcony is awesome. You also suffer from this "evil"? Take the chairlift up the mountain to me was like take a walk, look, this year I tried to quietly be with someone when you go up, even with strangers, if you happened to take a ride alone. I do not really explain this transformation as a young girl in his thirties and fearless coward! However, my digression has made you understand in what state I woke up this morning .... it was a nightmare!

And then, you know I'm a passionate interpretation of dreams. I love to see the dark in the morning, a fresh mind, and find all the symbols that are associated with mood and outlook for the future. I admit, in all this is not absolutely nothing scientific about ... but for me it's almost therapeutic. I can tidy up some of my thoughts, aspirations and fears, and I self-analyze. That 's what Freud said in his "Interpretation of Dreams," not? So, luckily that dream much and almost always remember the content! Believe me ... I could write a book with all the dreams (also made years ago) and I remember perfectly.

ps As concluded in the dream last night? I could not fall, but before you open your eyes focused my attention (view hawk .... unbelievable to me that I am terribly nearsighted!) On the two ribbons at the door of the building where I grew up (my first home! I lived there up to 7 years). These flakes associated with maternity do not know of someone who had the orange (orange?) And the names of the twins (I have associated with two females in the dream, I do not know why) were .... brace yourselves: ; REPORTAGE REPORTAGE and B.

Now, what this will mean to dream? I try a first approach to interpretation: the zeppelin is the plane that is taking me to Japan, and I'm terrified to see my life (Scandicci) now from a distance. The cause could be that I move away from a known and so comfortable on my way out of control and inevitably (who travels without the zeppelin chance to stop it) into a state of completely new and mysterious. The flakes in my motherhood as my brothers are twins who so far have been pampered and cared for by me as if I were their mother (well, not really, but the age difference between us (18 years) makes my role is quite protective of them) and watching from a distance I see a different name, now my attention shifts to them as G. and L. and suddenly become orange (color traditional Japanese, see the Shinto temples, bulls, etc.). REPORTAGE unusual names .... then, between the lines, that's who I'll treat the next few years ... some good reports, to be submitted to my next chapter. SIGH.

What do you think? A psychoanalyst failure? Or are they just crazy?

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